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Friday, June 29, 2001
i love you orchid. we recorded more songs. made 20 copies of our cd, and no we're ready to hit the ground. this week has been fast. this really adorable girl started working at the lab. trouble maybe? no, not really. she's great. she's nice, she's hot hot stuff, she's taken. i quit anyways, so it's ok. i hope she doesn't read this. well, it doesn't matter. so i figured out that if we were recorded on a boombox, it captures it all. we're weird with our vocals.. we don't want em that loud. we want everything equal. it shouldn't be above everything, but more of just someone screaming in the same room. it's hard to explain. there's a get get go website in the works.. by my buddy jeremy. it's so hot. it's great. i'll post the address as soon as it's up. and, if you wanted a cd, email me. i'll be glad to send you one. send me something too. .we'll trade goodies. iheartkaylakayla@teameffinrock.com . . yeah, yeah. get well. work is looming. Tuesday, June 26, 2001
crime scene photos fr your art school portfolio and two songs that we got done last friday. two out of five. so the cd should be done this week. i think we're gonna make fifty, but where that fifty is gonna go is the question. heh. when you're starting out, that's a good question. we're just giving them out, and sending them away, hopefully with some good feedback. it's really rough, so, yeah. the next one should sound more brutal. i want to go back to bed fr 15 minutes. just that much. and i'm still dissappointed that justin pearson's old band, the struggle, really isn't that good at all. bah. download the two get get go songs fr me, and write me // getgetgo@teameffinrock.com Thursday, June 21, 2001
we're gonna record again this weekend, and hopefully come out with something we can put up. yes yes, so good. and exciting i might add. i wonder if my last post went up. me and kevy are going record shopping today. i have a list, and he has one too.. mainly all vinyl fr me, but that's where the best stuff comes from. i have to eat and get to work.. so yeah. take care. write me somebody. iheartkaylakayla@teameffinrock.com Tuesday, June 19, 2001
it's weird to think that i have bills to pay. it's actually not to rad, but i have a job and it's ok. i'm still waiting on the ticket that i got or probably am supposed to get fr running that red light. curse that red light camera. curse it because it's just supposed to be there fr revenue and i really don't think those things are any good. i'm just bitter tho. i get a little lonely due to the fact that i refuse to deal with the heat. i sit at home and i basically kick back.. always. it's nice. it's cool here, and i don't have to deal with anyone. which is good, but it'd help if i saw some kids a little more. i think kids are coming into my work today. i'm not sure. i have bright eyes and don caballero cued up fr me to listen to. rock and roll. take care. work gets exciting when it's a cool place to sit around. xox Sunday, June 17, 2001
get get go has a 5 song demo now. granted my vocals weren't that good, the music is really good. when we get some better stuff out, i'll put it up fr everyone to dance to. i guess when you're practicing and screaming, and trying to record and scream, that extra screaming wears you out. i was worn out. i'm glad we got those five tho. even tho all of our three shows are pretty much cancelled. . we still have the determination to rock. so sara got her package last nite. . called me and woke me up with a smile. so good. i hope she likes it ok. and then she asks how many packages like that do i actually make fr girls. but always now, i feel like it's a waste of time. it's a really big thing fr me to say, but we'll see. cause it always ends up the same anyways, but my boss always tells me. .as do other people. . i'm young, and i should just live this all up. maybe i will.
Thursday, June 14, 2001
i've spent this whole time since i've gotten home two and a half hours ago making this package. finishing a letter. calling people. i hope she likes this. . maybe i waste my time on people. i decided i did a while ago, but i like making people happy. i like kids that make me happy. hopefully something will come of this all. it's hot. i have no idea how hot it was today, but let's just keep it safe and stay inside. Wednesday, June 13, 2001
fuck. i got a red light violation. 271 dollars fr running a red light. how am i supposed to be saving up money when stuff like this happens? i guess i just have to be more careful. yes yes. at least i have a job. and all that money.. man, it's not like working is fun or anything really. ok, it's not that bad, but i still have to do it, everyday. bah, not happy at all. well, at least we had a good practice. so here's what that can buy me. . 271 dollars.. almost my new guitar i want. so yeah, i guess maybe now i'll stop running reds.. at those intersections anyways. i don't even think i did run it, but whatever.
the "edit yr blog" thing says someone published something at 1:24 today. i don't think anyone did.. i don't see anything up here. hmm, interesting. first band practice in almost two weeks, that's way too long. someone wants us to forget songs. yes. and yes, i don't know. i feel like coming home these days and hiding. i just want to play music, have someone to talk to, and maybe .. yeah. that's all i want right now. at this moment. i've been craving affection lately. the whole thing with me quitting girls has gone on fr a while now, i bet it's been a month. .i think. i think i like this girl. i think. i tend to seem to go fr girls don't live near me. there's something abt the distances that attracts me. i'm not sure what it is exactly. yet. i'm tied up when i should not be. i need to get motivated again, and i know today is the day fr that. rock and fucking roll. maybe some girl from not so far will call. maybe we'll have some new songs, and rework the other ones. maybe today will be a good day. xox. Monday, June 11, 2001
and i just noticed that none of our emails are up here. .so none of you kdis could talk to us if you wanted to. heh. man, i guess alot of kids were here fr you jamie. readership has gone done a little. it makes me wonder who does come here.. i want to do a little more with this.. but i don't know what i do want to do. i still haven't done any sort of advertising of any sort. . so it's pretty rad we just get these visitors here. random search engine queries, you gotta love em. so i saw the locust.. with a car of kids. well, two other ones. i'm never going back to san jose. that place breeds just weak kids. it wasn't too fun at all. the kids stood there, and alot of kids looked like they didn't know what was going on. and then i ask, why didn't they just play sacramento? huh? i started working a little more. i don't really like having a set schedule. it used to free me to go home early alot of the times, but now i'm kinda stuck. monday thru friday, 9-3. not bad at all, seeing how nothing really happens until later in the evening anyways. i love you kayla. feel good fr me. Friday, June 08, 2001
9 (8 i guess now) days of school left. this is the tail end of an 11-hour internet sesh, creating my french marshall mcluhan website for that massive 265-point socials project that'll be making or breaking my grade. jesus. since when do i even care about this shit? get me to bed. Thursday, June 07, 2001
fuck fuck fuck. i hate you too. i'm starting to have little to no patience with people. i don't see how that is. the one thing right now that's making me happy isn't making me happy. there's no music to be played. the drumset is still not in our hands, and that's making me angry. i hate hate hate flaky kids.. i hate people that aren't punctual, and i hate broken promises. the kid isn't reading this, so it doesn't matter, but yes. now. we want to drumset fucker. i'm getting a little angry. it's not fun working sometimes. . just because you have to be nice to every single person that comes in. not once have i ever said anything to anyone who's yelled at me, or gotten angry. i just let it go. it's no fun. and you can't just tell them to deal with it.. you have to deal with it. .cause it's always my fault. always. and that's not right. i want someone to genuinely ask how i'm doing, but i'm not getting that too much. i want to see people, but they don't even call me back, or call in the first place, why should i even try sometimes? i don't know i don't know. this just makes me want to shut everyone out cause it just causes trouble. i don't need that. i hate to sound mean, but i know it's gonna happen. it's gonna happen when someone's feelings gets hurt cause i'm being honest. . i'm sorry. but whatever. Monday, June 04, 2001
man. so we got a string of shows lined up, and nothing but excitement at the get get go camp. i was talking to kayla last nite and we were talking abt top albums ever. it's hard, because the top few are just ones that you've had fr a while, and somehow had to have changed yr view on music. . somehow. all i could think of is the following:: weezer - blue that's all i could come up with. . i wonder if that's it. those three fr me have done well fr me.. really well. it's early. . like always when i blog. i'm writing kayla a love note. maybe not. . but it always seems like it. take care kids, and we'll report back later on the show dates when they're all confirmed. take care. |