ok. ok. breath in-two. out-two. so i have returned where it feels like home. for those who are curious, the past few months consisted of brief travel, tomfest, nothing, andandand oh yes, the meaning of life. hah...well, mine. it is so strange and vague, but God being so gorgeous is gracious and kind. i just know it may be big. but, here is the daily dilemma. dance is a thing that i like to do, but with my feet im not sure that broadway can sound so realistic. i have awfulawfulawful techinique, but if i work on it realrealreal hard i can fix it!!! but just seeing things with my feet (they have no arch and are messed up in other ways as well...) im not sure how good i can do that. so there is this dilemma of 'what to do about dance' i must consult a pediatrist, mrs. brown (why couldnt she stay ms. tuttle?), and -ahem- God, promptly. im not sure if i would or would not be a burden on dance team or not. normally i would be balling just because this is such an if-y thing, but i have this peace, and i know something will come of this that will help it all out. im not scared, but i just know there is a lot of oppuritunity to whimp out on my part. im feeling a little bit like a big kid. woo hoo! sorry that was boring, but let's hear it for advil cold & sinus! i feel so much better.
posted by jamie o. at 3:15 PM

yay. jamie is back . .and the new blog will be up soon. yes. so exciting, while i'm sitting here not wanting to go to work. i woke up with my head throbbing. i don't appriciate having dreams about things that are going on, especially with people. i don't want to have these feelings. .just because i know i'll be left worse. .i'm kinda a little tired, excuse my incoherency.

i went over the 100 lp mark yesterday. it's all about having some sort of filler in yr collection anyways. i hope it's just like a fourth of filler or what not. i hope.

i'm tired of not saying anything. it just sucks sometimes when there's no one to talk to besides that person in question. maybe i'll at least feel better later so i can drill these songs we have. we have another string of shows lined up::

august 3rd - concord . .with adm
august 19th - sacramento .. with blood brothers, red light sting and others
august 24th - sacramento . .with tora tora torrence.

there's a few more in limbo, but it's looking pretty good.

posted by david star at 8:24 AM

live journal is for weenies. so no more!
posted by jamie o. at 6:55 PM

i'm scared because i'm getting that feeling again. i've done so well without anyone, and now there's something in me that's just craving it. maybe it didn't really leave me, but i just put it aside? either way, i am doing pretty good. we're writing songs for the next get get go cd. . which is basically the first one. basically. we're doing pretty good. i'm not sure how long it's gonna be, but it'll be something like 20 minutes of music. this is why i'm in it. . because this is all i want to be doing.

work has been hectic . .the machines have been breaking on me, and the only thing i can do is just sit and hope it works. there's not much we can do sometimes. lauren hasn't been in at work and i start to miss that girl. weird. you just get used to seeing someone everyday. . you know? i like her company, maybe a little too much.

and i want more people to talk to. aim // killin n cuddlin
posted by david star at 10:37 AM

what's next, get get go remixes. . yes yes.
posted by david star at 9:55 PM

we've played two shows back to back. good. we've been doing good. the get get go kids will rock yr town when called upon. it's been nice, meeting new kids and talking to a bunch. . granted some just don't really talk to you, it was really great. realizing that this is what i want to be doing with my time. . and seeing how it's a good choice. i don't mind putting things on hold fr this. i don't mind.

this is our time to rock.
posted by david star at 11:41 AM

i've been getting a little worried about my feelings. towards people. .and just the whole thing about having feelings about others. will the recirprocate. . because for the most part, that doesn't seem to be happening. i've been laying low on the whole idea of getting involved, but it kinda hurts to think about it. i know it would get in the way, and probably change me just a little. . i'm not sure if i want that.

our show in concord last nite went well. my strings breaking one after the other was not so. . but it was a good show. that's what we're here for. . we're good. i promise. heh. maybe we'll play that place again, granted it's part of a church, and we're not christian band at all, we did well. and the kids were ok with the attack. the real attack.

posted by david star at 12:19 AM

i hate shows either getting cancelled or pushed back, but i guess i learned that quick. quick. you just have to deal with it, and just book as many shows as you can and hope they come through and you get to knock kids over. heh.

my head hurts. we practiced today. we have 12 songs. gosh. we're gonna record again soon, and this time put out a real cd. hot stuff. our new friend drew @ pictora pilota is putting a cd out fr us. it's so rad that we've done all this in the short amount of time we've been around. what's next? maybe in a year we'll tour europe and get beat up by big german kids cause we're not so chugga chugga?

i wish i felt a little better. i'm making the hot kid at my work a tape. dance. it's time to dance. always.
posted by david star at 9:58 PM

i'm tired cause even tho we haven't practiced in a few days, we've been busy doing other things. i've been busy sending out cds and getting us out there, and kevin is on camping vacation. i've never been camping, but i'm not sure if i'll like it. i'm too tied down to stupid technology. heh. silly silly.

i've been sending out cds hoping kids would like it. i'm just so excited because people have been giving me all this positive feedback. really, i expected more kids to dislike what we do, but that's fine too. we'll take all we can get. i'm tired.. i should stop this fr now. maybe i'll be back in the morning. come back kevin, i miss you.
posted by david star at 11:05 PM

my blogging has gone down. my mood has gone up. we got more songs. we got it. yes. you should go the get get go site too, it's hot stuff .. .go. it should be fun fr you too.

i just woke up. it's my birthday today. andria is coming to see me. . we're putting more songs up on mp3. get get go is just going full steam ahead. this is all i have right now. i decided i'm not gonna get involved with anyone, and that seems like it has been a wise decision.

thanks for listening. i promise the blog rock will come back soon. xox.
posted by david star at 10:04 AM

we're playing napa tonite. it's our first official show so to speak. we have a set list of nine songs.. and our new song, fucking your mom still makes you a virgin. i still love you kayla.
posted by david star at 7:41 AM

we have shows again. two of em. hopefully these won't fall through. my birthday's in a week. birthday list to be below. man. nineteen. i don't look nineteen really. .i don't feel like it either. i don't want to get older. it's not really too fun. but i'm happy where i am right now. so here's my wishlist.

// an old stereo. with a reciever and turntable. old and chrome.
// neil perry s/t 7"
// youth large shirts.
// the album leaf - orchestrated .. lp or cd
// combatwoundedveteran/orchid split 6"
// a new shoulder bag.
// packages. packages
// dancy or brutal mix cds or tapes
// black cat 13 - blast off, or casino steel split
// hot hot heat 7"
// joshua fit for battle - anything you have. . a burned cd will suffice
// the new milemarker cd. . an advance copy.
// a package from kayla.
// another nice pair of black pants (29/30)
// a brown pair will do too.
// another tattoo.
// shows. get us some shows somebody. heh.

i think that's it. fr now.

posted by david star at 3:02 PM